have you ever come to the awareness that there’s so much more to life, dreams you’ve let pass by, passions that you’ve ignored to please others, and wish desperately that you can change this but feel hopeless to do so? have you ever found something you didn’t even know you were looking for, something heartrendingly unattainable that consumes your every thought though you know contemplation of it is absolute insanity? my mind is plagued by such thoughts and the wickedness of their clarity tears me to pieces, leaving me to wonder; is it better to exist in mediocrity and denial of your own turmoil or to truly know thyself and suffer the pain of yearning for that which you can never have?

©  Lady Jennith Lynn